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My Bad Decisions (On My Own Book 4) Kindle Edition

4.7 out of 5 stars 194 ratings

The first time he kissed me, we kept it a secret.

Tanner and I have been at each other’s throats ever since.

The second time he kissed me, I told myself not to fall.

I should have known something burned beneath the surface and I couldn’t resist him.

The third time led to something more and now one positive test later, neither one of us can walk away.

Only when his past sheds light on every difference we’ve chosen to ignore, we’ll have to fight for each other, or lose everything before we’ve even had a chance.


Author's Note: This book may contain sensitive subject matter and is recommended for readers 17+ only. For possible CW’s please check the author’s website.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B08PVY1KVP
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Carrie Ann Ryan (7 December 2021)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.4 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 320 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.7 out of 5 stars 194 ratings

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Carrie Ann Ryan
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Carrie Ann Ryan is the New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of contemporary, paranormal, and young adult romance. Her works include the Montgomery Ink, Talon Pack, Promise Me, and Elements of Five series, which have sold millions of books worldwide. She's the winner of a RT Book of the Year and a Prism Award in her genres. She started writing while in graduate school for her advanced degree in chemistry and hasn’t stopped since. Carrie Ann has written over one hundred novels and novellas with more in the works. When she’s not losing herself in her emotional and action-packed worlds, she’s reading as much as she can while wrangling her clowder of cats who have more followers than she does.

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Top reviews from Australia

  • Reviewed in Australia on 7 December 2021
    Although this is book 4 in the set this story can very easily be read as a standalone novel with its own happy ending, and actually makes a great story to lead into Christmas. I loved that Tanner and Natalie come from completely opposite backgrounds, which counts for nothing since they are so drawn to each other. In their own ways, each character was surprising in who they were and how their background shaped them. I loved that even though they had no idea about what would eventually happen they were each doing what they thought best. There were some great twists in this story and it just shows that the family you make is just as important, or more so, than the family you are born into.
  • Reviewed in Australia on 6 December 2021
    Natalie and Tanner’s story explores some very real situations, and deals with issues that are relatable to many. Carrie Ann doesn’t shy away from giving her characters big obstacles, and it was very enjoyable reading how they found their way to the ending that suited them best. It is sad to read the last of the On My Own stories, however I suspect we will get sneaky cameos of our favourite characters in future stories set in the same world.

    Full disclosure: I was given an ARC of the book, however this review is my own honest opinion.
  • Reviewed in Australia on 6 December 2021
    I really enjoyed Tanner and Natalie's story. These two seem to be opposites but they fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. Their relationship starts out a little rocky, and includes a major whoops, but they figure it out like adults. I really enjoyed the epilogue where we get to see how the future works for all the housemates and I think they picked the perfect name for their child. A great end to a great series.
  • Reviewed in Australia on 9 December 2021
    This was a really enjoyable addition to the “on my own” series. I loved Natalie and Tanner’s story.

    The development of their relationship from friends to lovers was well written and flowed easily. There was enough hot sexy scenes, and drama to keep me turning each page.
  • Reviewed in Australia on 27 December 2021
    Natalie and Tanner bicker with each when they are together. Until when they aren’t.
    This was a great read and very enjoyable.
    I received a free copy of this book for an voluntary and honest review.

Top reviews from other countries

  • Angi C
    5.0 out of 5 stars A Perfect ending to the series
    Reviewed in the United States on 13 December 2021
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    Natalie and Tanner have been sniping at each other for much of the series. It was always funny and never mean spirited. But there was something else lurking beneath the surface.

    In this work we get to find out what that was. Yeah, of course you can figure out it was attraction neither wanted to admit to.

    When they finally do give in and go deeper with their attraction ... well, things happen that are definitely not planned.

    There are secrets in Tanners past that will have an affect on his future. And Natalie gets an eye opening that will rock her world . Luckily, Tanner and Nat have each other and their friends to help them through the big changes in their lives. Because somestimes the family you make is better than the one you're born into.

    If you're a fan of Carrie Ann's you're going to love this work, as usual. If you're not a fan, well, what the heck are you waiting for?

    While this is absolutely a stand alone novel, I would really recommend reading the other books in the series first for a fuller experience and understanding of the timeline. It's not a requirement for this book, but is a strong recommendation from me.

    As usual, Carrie Ann Ryan has developed characters that we can all identify with, either from being them or knowing them in our own lives. They're lovable, annoying, hilarious, broken, flawed, and perfect all wrapped into one. Something all of us can identify with.

    Pick up this work and I can promise you, you'll walk away with a very happy heart and a big smile on youre face.
  • wizkids32
    5.0 out of 5 stars My Bad Decision Awesome book it Rocks
    Reviewed in the United States on 9 December 2021
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    OMG I love this story line between Tanner and Natalie and how they got together him and she were in the same college and she wanted to get rid of the fact she was a virgin and she and Tanner and she got pregnant and he said that he would stay with her and she came from a rich family and he didn’t but his father was in the military and got killed in Afghan and he got kicked out of the house and he thought he wasn’t go for her but she said he was they got married and had a baby girl whom they named after their friend who died and every one was happy Corinne Thanks for an amazing book and Carrie is an amazing author
  • Vicki
    5.0 out of 5 stars Awesome ending to the series
    Reviewed in the United States on 27 December 2021
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    I've loved reading the stories of eight college roommates, four boys and four girls, and how their lives intertwined until they became a true family. Tanner and Natalie's story makes the perfect ending. He comes from a poor background and she's from a rich family. He doesn't feel like he's good enough for her and she sees only the good man that he is. They're attracted to each other but Tanner fights the pull until the day they find themselves alone. They finally give into the passion and ironically a few weeks later they learn Natalie is pregnant. Both are determined to stand together and be good parents but their journey together turns into so much more. I love the characters and the story is excellent.
  • Kim Otis
    5.0 out of 5 stars Phenomenal
    Reviewed in the United States on 11 December 2021
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    I love the way Carrie Ann Ryan writes. She builds the story around you making you feel like you are a part of everything. Her character development is top notch and not passive, characters just come to life around you. This was a great wrap up to this offshoot of the Montgomery family. This book was a great read, Tanner and Natalie are absolutely amazing both apart and together. And what a phenomenal way to honor a friend lost. Carrie Ann Ryan is on point as always!!
  • ConnieDB
    5.0 out of 5 stars My Bad Decision
    Reviewed in the United States on 8 December 2021
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    My Bad Decision is book 4 of the On My Own Series and what an awesome conclusion with Natalie and Tanner. In the other books Natalie and Tanner snipe at each other, are grumpy or ignore each other and we find out why! When they finally come together it’s magical and OMG! The growth they both go through and discoveries revealed made me cheer for them and what a great HEA. If you love Carrie Ann Ryan’s books you definitely need to get this one.

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