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Balls to the Wall (Birch County Heroes) Kindle Edition
One promise is going to ruin my life.
I swore I’d watch out for my best friend’s wife after he died.
But coming home and seeing her will be my undoing.
She’s everywhere I go—everywhere I turn.
I couldn’t escape, even if I wanted to.
And the thoughts going through my head...
Well, they’re enough to send me straight to hell.
Balls to the Wall is a standalone military romantic suspense from USA Today Bestselling author April Canavan filled with hot men, strong women, and a guaranteed happily ever after.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication date16 Feb. 2021
- File size2.9 MB
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Product details
- ASIN : B087YN5FZF
- Language : English
- File size : 2.9 MB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 360 pages
- Page numbers source ISBN : B08WP2BFSJ
- Customer reviews:
About the author

USA Today Bestselling author by day and superhero by night, April spends her time craving tacos, singing to herself, and writing romance novels. While she writes across genres, her heart lives with romance about heroes that will tear her readers apart and put them back together again.
She lives on the rocky coast of Maine, in the perfect place to visit the ocean but still live surrounded by the woods. Her son inspires her to write, demanding stories that he’s not allowed to read.
As long as she has coffee, April can conquer the world… but she hates talking about herself in third person.
Find April on social media or by visiting her website
www.aprilcanavan.com
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- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021I didn't get two pages into 'Balls to the Wall' before I was reaching for the tissues and to be honest, I had to reach for them again and again throughout the whole of this amazing start to this new series. I fell in love with April Canavan when she wrote a book in the 'Cocky Hero Club'. I wasn't sure if she could live up to the peddle stool I put her on, but she did with this exceptionally good story.
"Theres a fine line between love and hate, you managed to walk me up and down both sides of the line without even trying"
Remy and Parker have a history, they with their other friends have been close since childhood. But secrets, mistakes, angry words, tragedy, and misunderstanding has been the center of their life. But now all those elements are about to explode against the backdrop of someone trying to hurt Parker and her son Nox.
I found this story a really powerful one that has been itching for the next story.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 18 February 2021Within 5 minutes I had tears streaming down my face and a box of tissues, and it was not the only time I needed one. This book was a roller-coaster of emotions. Yes I did blubber like a baby but I also laughed so much to. Not to mention wanting to throat punch some characters. This book is well worth the read.I am glad the boox ended on a good note. I have alredy read one series and I look forward to the next book.
On another note please remember to wear underwear and a cup when proceeding to do any sort of sport.. 😂🤣🤦♀️
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021Remy promised his friend that he'd look out for Parker if anything happened to him. It's a promise that Remy struggles with every day, watching the woman he loved mourning the loss of her husband whilst raising the son he never got to meet. Remy and Parker never really addressed their past issues and now they're both stuck in emotional turmoil. Added to that Parker is suffering one trauma after another, it's almost as if someone is out to get her.
This is an emotional read but has a happy ending.
I received an ARC of this book and am leaving an honest and unbiased review.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021When a book makes you so frustrated because of the lack of communication and the secrets they won’t divulge then I just can’t stop reading! The first few chapters made me so emotional and had me falling in love with every single character. The further into the story I got, the more I discovered. So much drama and anxiety, it was delicious. The plot just got better and better; Stalkers, tragic secrets and so much love, fabulous writing and character building it made me unable to put my kindle down.
Parker has the weight of the world on her shoulders, she’s a mother and a widow but nothing seems to go right for her. My heart absolutely shattered with her throughout this book. She has a massive secret and a broken heart but she is a strong woman, she may finally get her man.
Remy was a pain in my side. He has a secret too, he’s stubborn, pig-headed and downright stupid. I have no idea what goes through men’s heads sometimes, but I did love that man. He redeemed himself in a big way... eventually.
This book was such a great read. The other characters were wonderful and I simply can’t wait to get their stories too.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 21 February 2021A suspense, action filled read with a second chance at love, a love that is finally happening. Parker and Remy have history together, a history which includes Danny, Parker’s son Nox’s father who sadly died in action, he may be dead but he plays a part in their story as his spirit visits them both giving them his words of wisdom all the while adding more depth to the story, encouraging Parker to reveal her feelings to Remy and vice versa, just like he done when he was alive.
We’re treated to a story about a second chance romance for two high school sweethearts, there’s former military soldiers, and we learn just how much a letter can give them the hope needed to return home, and what happens when pride gets in the way preventing those letters from being read, there’s all this and more as secrets are revealed in this fantastically written, first book in April Canavan’s new Birch Police Department series.
𝔸ℝℂ 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕨.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021This was such a riveting love story, that I just couldn’t get enough of. It was a touching story, that had me going weak at the knees, when Parker finally revealed the big secret to Remy and what happened to Nox. The storyline had everything you would want to see in a heartfelt romance, including the motley crew of friends and family that were always there when they were needed. I just wanted to say thank you to April Canavan for writing a wonderful book. I am really looking forward to reading the next book in the Birch Police Department Series.
I received an ARC of this book from Booksprout and I am voluntarily leaving a review.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021Another fabulous read from the author that had me hooked and unable to put the book down. I was quickly pulled in and could not get enough of the way things developed. With plenty of emotion packed into the pages, this is well worth the read.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 16 February 2021I was given an arc copy for a review
This story is about Parker and Remy who seemingly know each other but we don’t yet find out why or why she hates him so much
Another secret is the one she is holding onto from her dead husband, what is it and why is she guarding it so,
Then we get a stalker thrown in to the mix and again we are not sure who this is or why
this book has it all fun, suspense, intrigue and romance
It had me gripped from page 1 all the way to the end
I was constantly trying to guess were it was gonna take me and yet I couldn’t lol, this was a fantastic read and I cannot wait to purchase the next in the series about Kennedy and linc
Top reviews from other countries
- Sara B.Reviewed in the United States on 10 April 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Powerful read - Loved it!
This was my first, but will not be my last book by this author!! This story is grabbed my attention and emotions from the first page and never let go.
This story contains everything I could desire in a book - first, wonderful characters, Parker, aren’t her son Nox, and then the friends and family - Linc, Kennedy, Casper, Emma and so many more.
A compelling storyline that has enough mystery and suspense to fire the imagination and make me start guessing at the backstory and where the author is going next.
Romantic tension and plenty of steam. A second chance romance that once you learn what happened sin their past your heart hurts for the years they’ve been separated and all that Parker has endured.
I’m looking forward to the next book in this series and will be checking out the authors book library because the dialogue in this book elude to other storylines that seem intriguing too.
New author on my list to follow!
- Patricia TeunissenReviewed in Australia on 18 October 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Awesome Book
Really enjoyed this book great story excellent start to this series. Now onto the next book hope it is as good as this one.
- JaimieReviewed in the United States on 24 March 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars I WANT MORE OF THESE CHARACTERS
This book is my first one by April and I am totally blown away!!
This story had me from the very beginning and I couldn't put it down!! This is such an amazing story with some angst, suspense, second chance and a single parent.
It has it all... And it will leave you with ALL THE FEELS!!
Remy and Parker are an amazing couple and I loved their story. Their connection and love is one you want for yourself. The way he loves her through all that they went through is the rare kind of love we all want!
I loved the added suspense to it all makes this book an amazing read!! I can't wait for more from this series...
- Patricia A. WhiteReviewed in the United States on 22 February 2021
4.0 out of 5 stars New Spin Off
This is a mew author for me so I didn’t know what to expect.
Parker is a widow with a small son. The first chapter I’d heartbreaking
Remy has known Parker for years. He pushed her away. But them He made a promise to protect them both but has kept his distance.
Man, your son looks just like he was picked out of your ass. I don't know what's in the water for you Hayes boys."
I did enjoy this book but there were times when it was a little confusing maybe because I haven’t read any other books by this author.
The second half of the story was better and I will read more by this author.
After everything, you were still there, even as my friend. You, Parker. You’re the reason I came home.
Linc and Kennedy are next and I’ll definitely be there.
- BcReviewed in the United States on 19 February 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Not.My.Name.
Not. My. Name.
She held my heart and my soul and in an instant of stupidity and ignorance I let them all be lost.
Since we were kids Parker Jane had been my everything. So why, when the woman, that was the air that I breathed, finally wanted me I became the stereotypical male #!%che?
I hurt her, tore her heart to shreds and left her to pick up the shattered pieces following the events of a horrific night, that if I had only listened would have changed a lifetime.
Now I am back in Birch. Parker is there; being stalked, tormented, ridiculed, ostracized. It's my fault and I know it. Will I be the man that I need to be or will I continue to destroy the only person who never gave up on me no matter what? Time to go balls to the wall, Remington.