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He Saw Me First (Age & Innocence Book 1) Kindle Edition

4.1 out of 5 stars 1,277 ratings

Across an empty laneway in Paris, through my hotel window,
He saw me first.
I stopped undressing . . . but only for a moment.
The next night, he was waiting for me.
He sat there in his expensive suit and watched.
No participation.
My only acknowledgement was the look of lust in his eyes.
It continued until the night before I left,when I found a card under my door.
No words. Just a number.
So, I texted him.
I’d never done anything like it before.
It felt so dirty and wrong, but at the same time, I felt alive.
He was much older than me, so intimidating and sexy.
He made me feel things no man ever has.
I was under his spell.
The last thing I expected was to ever see him again.

This book was previously published under the pen name M Johnson

WARNING: While this book is best enjoyed going in blind, it does contain distressing themes that may upset some readers. If you think you might be one of those readers, please find the specific triggers listed here: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/3598994915

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B08L852WH7
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ (December 28, 2020)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ December 28, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 1.3 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 242 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
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Customers find this book to be a super hot read with an amazing storyline full of exciting twists and turns. They describe it as an excellent dark romance with intense, steamy content and great characters. Customers appreciate the book's emotional depth, with one noting it has all the feels, and its fast-paced narrative that keeps readers engaged.

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35 customers mention "Storyline"29 positive6 negative

Customers enjoy the storyline of the book, describing it as amazing with exciting twists and turns.

"...A well-written, steamy, fast-paced, arousing, page-turner that will have you squirming in your chair. A touch of intrigue too...." Read more

"...The writing was great and the characters had depth! The s*x scenes were honestly the best and so steamy...." Read more

"...Him and Lexi are great together. The ending was sweet. ———..." Read more

"...the first chapter this book delivers heart stopping, delicious scenes between Dom and Lexington...." Read more

33 customers mention "Readability"33 positive0 negative

Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as a super hot and amazing read, with one customer noting it's great for reading a happy ever after.

"This was one of the very most scintillating, titillating books I’ve read for some time...." Read more

"...Contains spoilers** Let's start. Absolutely loved this book, it's amazing because as far as I know it's a debut novel...." Read more

"2.5 The smut was the best part of the book. This reminded me of a lifetime movie. I loved Dom...." Read more

"...Spice is subjective but it didn’t get too nasty it just was GOOD 😜 and mannnn the possessive way he craved her and made sure she was all his while..." Read more

15 customers mention "Romance"15 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the romance in the book, describing it as an excellent dark romance with intense and hot scenes.

"This was one of the very most scintillating, titillating books I’ve read for some time...." Read more

"...Overall, the story is steamy, sexy, and pretty suspenseful. A wonderful read!" Read more

"...That said, this book is excellent. It is a twisted, kinky, smoldering, sexy, age gap read. The story is really well done...." Read more

"...He Saw Me First has an edge to it as well. Enjoy the eroticism and fall in love with Lexi and her mystery man." Read more

14 customers mention "Steamy content"11 positive3 negative

Customers enjoy the steamy content of the book.

"...I would give it more than 5 stars if I could. A well-written, steamy, fast-paced, arousing, page-turner that will have you squirming in your chair...." Read more

"...The s*x scenes were honestly the best and so steamy. Not gonna complain about the rough s*x, it was right up my ally 🤣...." Read more

"...The story is definitely filled with alpha possessiveness and is hot hot hot...." Read more

"...This book may hold some strong triggers for some. I found it incredibly hot." Read more

8 customers mention "Character development"8 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the characters in the book, with one specifically noting the well-developed flawed male character.

"...The writing was great and the characters had depth! The s*x scenes were honestly the best and so steamy...." Read more

"The characters were amazingly written. I enjoyed how adventurous they were but talk about limits could have been discussed. HEA truly." Read more

"...The explosive chemistry between Lexi and Dom is off the charts. Great characters and storyline Highly recommended. Awesome book" Read more

"This was an interesting book. I liked it and I liked the characters. And that ending was amazing. Sorta saw it coming but I enjoyed it." Read more

7 customers mention "Emotion level"7 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the emotional depth of the book, describing it as heartbreaking with intense scenes.

"...Kidnapping What an emotional book, wow, cried at the end. **Contains spoilers** Let's start...." Read more

"...I can't rate it high enough. It is frightening and erotic and heartbreaking at the same time. You can't put it down!!" Read more

"...Buckle up for a ride of intensity there are twist and turns and extreme emotion. The explosive chemistry between Lexi and Dom is off the charts...." Read more

"This was a really good book. It was fast paced, with some intense scenes. It was a good book with a good ending." Read more

5 customers mention "Pacing"5 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the pacing of the book, finding it fast-paced, with one customer noting it will make them squirm in their chair.

"...I would give it more than 5 stars if I could. A well-written, steamy, fast-paced, arousing, page-turner that will have you squirming in your chair...." Read more

"...That said, this book is excellent. It is a twisted, kinky, smoldering, sexy, age gap read. The story is really well done...." Read more

"What a great story of love that is instant and forever binding. I loved Dom and Lexi. Age gap stories are my favorite." Read more

"This book has everything! Steam,danger,twist and turns, and all the feels. It was sooo good. The spice was top notch and the plot was strong!..." Read more

5 customers mention "Writing quality"5 positive0 negative

Customers find the book well written, with one noting it's an easy read.

"...I LOVED this book. I would give it more than 5 stars if I could. A well-written, steamy, fast-paced, arousing, page-turner that will have you..." Read more

"...The writing was great and the characters had depth! The s*x scenes were honestly the best and so steamy...." Read more

"He Saw Me First, my first book by this author. It was ok written but had a lot of inconsistencies that kept pulling me out of the story...." Read more

"This book was good, had a little bit of everything, it was well written and a quick read...." Read more

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Couldn't put it down!
M. Johnson delivers an age gap romance that has you rooting for Lexi and Dom from the very beginning.The story starts out with Lexi in Paris for a wedding and her friend, that is back home, suggests that she cut loose, do something that she wouldn't normally do. Sounds intriguing doesn't it.This story was so engrossing that I started it and didn't stop reading until it was finished. I couldn't get enough of this off the charts HOT read, It was dark, suspenseful, and super steamy. Now, it has me wondering what M. Johnson has in store for us next.If you enjoy Steamy Romances with an Age Gap, then this is the book for you!Happy Reading!!!**I have voluntarily reviewed an Advanced Readers Copy of this book for my Blog, Nadine's Obsessed with Books**
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Top reviews from the United States

  • Reviewed in the United States on December 29, 2020
    This was one of the very most scintillating, titillating books I’ve read for some time. I love an older man who falls for the younger woman and vice versa. This one corners the market on steam.
    Others have spoken about the triggers, of which there are several, but if you look at the front of the book right after the title page there is a link to those explicit warnings.
    Lexi Hunter is in her early twenties, recently broken up with latest boyfriend and her best friend Jay recommends Lexi do something spontaneous, wild and crazy while in Paris. Lexi goes back to her hotel room and decides to strip in front of the window, not knowing that there is a man watching her in the room across the alley, which is very, very close. These scenes are off the charts provocative! No sharing about what happens here but when she returns home to Melbourne, Australia, her male roommate Nate wants to become more than friends. Because she doesn’t want to hurt his feelings, she goes along with it but SLOWLY. When she meets Nate’s dad, things get really interesting…remember the man who watched her strip? You saw that coming, didn’t you?! But wait…there’s more…
    I LOVED this book. I would give it more than 5 stars if I could. A well-written, steamy, fast-paced, arousing, page-turner that will have you squirming in your chair. A touch of intrigue too. Do the characters appear to be what they really are? I volunteered to review an ARC of this book and I give it great praise for a fiery older man/younger woman story.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on December 28, 2020
    ~ received an ARC in exchange for an honest review ~

    The trigger warnings are at the back of the book, so I'd like to start off with summing them up:

    - Cheating (not between the h and H)
    - Attempted su*c!de
    - Murder
    - Violence
    - Graphic s*x scenes
    - Voyeurism
    - Rough s*x
    - S*xu@l assault (not H against h)
    - Kidnapping

    What an emotional book, wow, cried at the end.

    **Contains spoilers**

    Let's start. Absolutely loved this book, it's amazing because as far as I know it's a debut novel. 3 things I'm very critical about: writing, character depth and physical/emotional bond between the MCs.

    The writing was great and the characters had depth! The s*x scenes were honestly the best and so steamy. Not gonna complain about the rough s*x, it was right up my ally 🤣. I just wish there was a deeper emotional connection between them. In the epilogue Dom gets emotional and thinks back on how he dealt with losing his son. There's also a small conversation with Lexi where she's worried about him and I wish there was more of this in the actual book. Because of the attempted su*c!de, it definitely could've used more conversations between the MCs. How they dealt with the loss but also how Lexi felt about losing Nate and what he did to her, I can't imagine what she went through and even if he didn't r*pe her (no p*n*tration), she was assaulted and it leaves imprints. I also would've liked more about her sister who died and loved her friend Jay but we don't really get to know her. Oh and also how did Dom start up these businesses in Europe?? Was this after his wife died or did she participate in the clubs too?? I have so many questions.

    Because of this I didn't give it a full 5 stars, but it didn't disappoint and it's a really great read. My favourite character has to be Dom! He was by far more developed and went through so much, I just wanted to hug him and put him somewhere far away from everyone to take care of him.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on March 14, 2022
    2.5

    The smut was the best part of the book.

    This reminded me of a lifetime movie.

    I loved Dom. Glad we saw his “ redemption”. Him and Lexi are great together.

    The ending was sweet.

    ———
    Trigger list: Cheating (not between the h and H) Attempted suicide
    Murder
    Violence
    Graphic sex scenes
    Voyeurism
    Rough sex
    Sexual assault (not H against h)
    Kidnapping

    The is a HEA
  • Reviewed in the United States on December 5, 2022
    WOW!

    NO words. Words are currently escaping me. This book was out of this world good. I don’t usually like books with twisted tales like father going after his sons woman but THIS was something altogether different. The lil twists n turns kept me on my toes like WHAT is happening here who is telling the truth 🤣

    It was a great read with a great steam level 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ out of 5 spicy peppers in my opinion.

    Spice is subjective but it didn’t get too nasty it just was GOOD 😜 and mannnn the possessive way he craved her and made sure she was all his while simultaneously fulfilling her every desire had me turning on my fan in winter here.

    Great stuff I’ll be looking for another book by this author as soon as I’m done writing this.
  • Reviewed in the United States on December 28, 2020
    Right from the first chapter this book delivers heart stopping, delicious scenes between Dom and Lexington. Their connection and chemistry is hot and practically jumps off the page.
    The various back stories of these characters are so sad, so tragic. But it helps to take the male lead from this intangibly husband, wealthy, sexy god of a man, to a relatable, hurting man who needs the woman he fell in love with.
    I did not anticipate the conflict resolution that the author throws our way and it is mind blowing for a bit. Overall, the story is steamy, sexy, and pretty suspenseful. A wonderful read!

Top reviews from other countries

  • S P Dawes
    5.0 out of 5 stars Wow
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on December 29, 2020
    I mean seriously, what can I say. I couldn't wait for this book to come out and I wasn't disappointed when I finally got my hands on it. It's incredible. Sexy doesn't even come close, I can barely believe the computer didn't over heat while this was being written.
  • J. Louise
    5.0 out of 5 stars What just happened???
    Reviewed in Australia on February 20, 2021
    This is the first time I have read an age gap romance and wow I was captivated  from the very first page. I literally could not put it down. It was steamy sexy erotic and Heartbreaking . what Lexie goes through in her life is traumatic . After having a steamy one night stand with a stranger in Paris Lexie can't seem to get him off her mind. I will warn you though This story not for the faint hearted. There is hot rough sex, suicide, drug use and sexual assault plus murder.Saying that I still highly recommend this book as it is Phenomenal.
  • J. Ward
    4.0 out of 5 stars Mixed feelings
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 25, 2021
    I have mixed feelings about this book.

    The wrote up made it sound fun and dramatic. And the first half was. But then it took a proper turn, but kind of in a good way.

    Some of the content is not normally what I enjoy, and there is one VERY full on scene, but it was remarkably well documented and written.

    I feel this book could have been a bit lighter with more humour, Jay is the only humour and she is a side character.

    This was a bit too full on and serious for my personal preference, I skipped the epilogue because I’d kinda lost interest by that point, but was a good read nonetheless.

    Would I recommend, maybe but not for general steamy romances.
  • Debbie
    5.0 out of 5 stars A sizzling story of instant attraction
    Reviewed in Australia on October 13, 2021
    This is the first book I have read from this author and I just loved this book. A hot instant attraction and a hot burning need in Dom and Lexi. I recommend this book to anyone who loves a love so fierce and hot it makes you melt.
  • Becca T
    3.0 out of 5 stars Not great!
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 14, 2021
    The male protagonist in this just seemed sleazy, lacking in loyalty, addiction issues, and a skewed moral compass. If you are going to be with someone who is old enough to be your father, that you'll probably massively outlive, then they need to be something special imo. Not great writing either, some glaring plot errors.

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