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My world shattered at the loss of my wife. In the matter of minutes, I was a widower and a single father.

In the midst of my heartache, Beckett moved in to help me with my daughter. If it wasn’t for him, I’d have succumbed to my grief.

He was there to help me through it all, being the support I needed.

One surprise kiss changes everything.

It sends me running, trying to escape the overwhelming confusion. Not only about my feelings but with my sexuality.

I’d never thought of Beckett as anything other than my best friend.

Running away was never the answer. It didn’t help me understand what happened, all it did was make things worse.

But Beckett isn’t a man to let things lie. He chases after me, determined to face the feelings we both have.

I never thought I’d find love again. I didn’t think happiness was on the cards for me…Until Beckett.


Until Beckett is part of Aurora Rose Reynolds's Happily Ever Alpha World. If you loved Until November, then you will want to read Until Beckett.

126 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 25, 2023

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Sophia Nixs

28 books424 followers
Sophia Nixs is a romance author from the United Kingdom that writes steamy contemporary MM romance.

Sophia is a romantic at heart, she adores everything to do with love. In her eyes, when someone finds loves that's all that matters.

Sophia’s dream is to live in the countryside where she can write her stories from her book nook whilst looking out at the gorgeous scenery in peace and quiet.

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Profile Image for Maureen.
3,287 reviews36 followers
August 28, 2023
A very touching, sad tale as a man struggles with the very sudden death of his pregnant wife and the premature birth of his fragile baby, if not for his good friend he wouldn't be able to cope. Beckett has no hesitation to move in and take over as Corey is slowly falling apart. A beautiful but sad story of how precious friends are.
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8,931 reviews16 followers
August 27, 2023
Until Beckett by C.N. Marie w/a Sophia Nixs is the story of Beckett and Corey. Corey lost his wife after their daughter was born. This broke him and his best friend Beckett came in to help. But what they found was their was more to them than best friends. Enjoyed.
Profile Image for Jennifer Leigh (jenjenbookfan).
1,151 reviews29 followers
August 25, 2023
Until Beckett is an emotional MM single dad romance by C.N. Marie writing as Sophia Nixs, releasing as part of Aurora Rose Reynold’s Happily Ever Alpha World. Corey has the whole world at his fingertips— a beautiful wife that he loves, a baby girl on the the way, a job he works hard at to support his family, and a best friend that is always there for them. When the unthinkable tragedy shattered his world, leaving him a clueless single father of a premature infant, it was his best friend Beckett who took charge and kept them going. Over time, Corey starts to see Beckett differently, and an impromptu kiss and the chemistry that sparks from it sends him searching for space and clarity. Will he come to terms with his feelings and allow himself to have the second act that he deserves?

This book was a true emotional rollercoaster! The authenticity of Corey’s grief and his struggles as a new dad were really well written. Beckett was one of those unicorn characters that really touch your heart, especially when you realize that he had been harboring feelings for a long time but would have never said anything because his friend was happily married. Aside from being the world’s best friend, he was just swoon worthy in how understanding he was. Together, they brought a good blend of sweet and spicy. It was also cool to see some of the North Avenue Live guys as well as Asher and November! I started the book in tears with Corey, spent time rooting for them, and finished the book satisfied by the great epilogue! It was really well-rounded for a novella.

I received an advanced review copy for free, and am leaving this review voluntarily.
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2,157 reviews57 followers
August 21, 2023
ARC Review of Until Beckett by Sophia Nixs
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A sweet and steamy little novella where best friends fall for one another in a time of tragedy and unity to help a little girl thrive.

Corey lost his beloved Isabelle the day their daugher was born.
He was lost and felt incredibly alone, no matter how many people told him they were here for him. He did not know how he was going to cope looking after his newborn daughter all by himself without getting anything wrong.
He felt like a failure.
However, his best friend Beckett has stepped in to stay and help Corey through the hard times...hard times including his toned body has he walks around shirtless, stiring up feelings in Corey he never knew he had.
How will their relationship change if someone made the next move on their rising feelings?

A nice novella packed with an emotional rollercoaster of what the characters are going through. Loss of a loved one, raising a newborn - that's just all noise and bodily fluid and terrible amounts of sleep, trying to manage a house, and dealing with developing feelings for a man you see as your best friend. That can be awkward. Doesn't help when they are hot and shirtless.
Poor Corey is conflicted and in doubt so much. Beckett being his rock was wonderful, but with the changing feelings so recent to losing his wife, it was understandable to see him start to struggle even further. Even Beckett with his feelings towards Corey has you seeing how strong a man he is.
Steamy sense. Small wholesome sense. Acceptance and finding happiness again.
Profile Image for Kristy Lynn.
345 reviews8 followers
August 17, 2023
Oh! Man! The grief in this story is heartbreaking. Corey is a loving husband whose wife is pregnant with their first baby. He is working hard to save money and be ready for the baby. Fate has other ideas and compications with the baby lead to Corey's wife passing away. He is understandably distraught and goes into a downward spiral. His little girl is a fighter and though she is two months early she is making great progress. Corey knows he needs to be there for her but he is completely locked in his grief and is terrified he will lose her, too.

Beckett is Corey's best friend. He steps in and helps Corey with everything. Corey seems incapable of doing even the smallest of tasks and leans very heavily on Beckett. So much so that when Beckett offers to move in and help more, Corey jumps at the offer. Beckett has always been in love with Corey but knew that he was off limits as a straight married man. Living together blurs the lines for Corey and strengthens the feelings Beckett has.

This novella is both heartbreaking and loving. The lengths that Beckett is willing to go for the man he loves is beautiful. The depths that Corey sinks to with his grief makes you want to cry for him. This story is set within the North Avenue Guys series but is very readable as a standalone.

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3,305 reviews2 followers
August 25, 2023
3.50 Stars

Corey lost his wife the day that his daughter was born. Now he feels alone, lost and raising a newborn. The only person he can depend on his is his best friend, Beckett.
Beckett has been with him since he lost his wife, helping him bring home Isabella and now helping him take care of her. Helping him through his grief. So is it natural that he starts to have these feelings for his best friend…

But Corey is not into men, he loves woman, right…

Quick and easy read. My heart broke for poor Corey and what he went through. But man did I fall in love with Beckett. He was definitely a alpha male. And he has been in love with his best for a long time. Corey took some time to get his feelings and thoughts straight. And where did he go, to my favorite couple Asher and November 😊 Love that the Mayson’s were a safe haven for him and no judgements... Cute, adorable story 😊

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Fay’s Corner
3,350 reviews19 followers
August 22, 2023
Until Beckett by Sophia Nix 8/25/23 4 stars
Corey & Beckett

His dream life became a nightmare. His happy marriage ready to increase in a couple of months changed instantly. She was gone. His baby was in danger of not surviving. He didn't think he could survive. But he had what really was a best friend. Beckett was right next to him. All The Way! All the mistakes and the learning curves with the baby he breezed through while Corey wasn't sure he'd make it through the daddy part let alone the grieving.

It seemed life had more changes in store for him. He knew there would never be another woman for him, but could there really be love?

A different Until story awaits you here.
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2,920 reviews63 followers
August 25, 2023
Review by: Jennifer
(3.5 Stars)

Corey's love Isabelle died giving birth to their baby girl, understandably Corey is a hot mess and not to mention a new father, so his best friend Beckett steps up and decides to move in to help Corey out. When a moment between the two changes everything Corey has to figure out just what it means for their future and if he lost his best friend in the process.

I was so excited for this story, the whole gay for you, single dad, best friend thing sucked me in. I feel like maybe I read something different from everyone else as this did not blow me away. I loved the plot but the actual story was so fast paced and choppy that I was missing the chemistry that I should have been feeling. In the end this was just an ok story and I give it 3.5 stars.
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3,520 reviews35 followers
September 3, 2023
Corey & Beckett

I'm not really sure how I feel about this one. I struggled to connect with the story in the beginning. How did these two become friends? How did they interact before? Their interactions in the beginning seemed stilted and I was confused.

I love Corey & Beckett in the last half of the story when they're admitting their feelings for one another & communicating & working out how to be a family, tho. It sort of felt like two different stories, maybe? Not sure how to explain. I felt more connected to them during the last few chapters, tho. And I adore how they are with each other and Mila and their circle.

Anyway, this was an overall sweet read about healing & falling in love. 😊

😍😍
Profile Image for Jenny Harris.
4,256 reviews34 followers
August 26, 2023
I received this book with the understanding that I could leave a voluntary and honest review.

In this book we meet Corey & Becket. Corey and his wife were excited to finally have their first child. Then the unthinkable happened she died during childbirth. Corey doesn't know how to take care of himself let alone a little girl. That is when his best friend Beckett steps in. Beckett knows that Corey needs to start standing on his own 2 feet but he can't leave him or Mila alone. He knows that he can only have so much with his best friend but wishes it was more. Can they find a HEA or will they always be left wanting?

Amazing story by this author. I would highly recommend it to anyone.
Profile Image for Helen.
406 reviews3 followers
August 27, 2023
3 stars.

For such a short book (just over 100 pages) this sure did pack a punch. Corey was struggling with grief from losing his wife, as well as dealing with everything that comes with having a newborn daughter. The only thing that’s keeping him afloat is his best friend Beckett, but his feelings towards his best friend are starting to change.

This was a good quick read, I thought the author portrayed the feeling of grief and helplessness well from Corey’s character. The dead ex isn’t my favourite trope, but this one was done quite well. It was also really good to see Asher and November make an appearance.

Overall a good bi awakening, friends to lover’s story.
143 reviews1 follower
September 11, 2023
His To Carry!!

When Beckett rushed to tell him best friend that his wife was in premature labor, he didn't know his life would change forever. Corey wife died and that was the beginning of their journey and life together. Beckett was gay, Corey was straight and here they were trying to figure out how they were going to survive the lost. Beckett moved in to help with the baby and the more time they spent together, the more Corey feelings about Beckett was slowly changing. The man who has been his best friend forever had suddenly become more this confused him, but didn't stop him from wanting him. It started with a kiss and ended with a marriage. CUTE SHORT, GREAT FAMILY!!😍😍
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125 reviews6 followers
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November 22, 2023
Read my full review here: https://onreviewbysara.com/2023/08/25...

I was given this ARC as a gift from the author. My opinions and thoughts of the book are mine alone.

My Rating: I rate this book 4 out of 5 stars. It is a short novella and there is no extra fluff than needed. That was nice to see since sometimes, it can be intense and filled with extra information that is not needed. This is the first book that I have read by this author and I find myself wanting to read more. It is exciting to see so many wonderful characters getting their own happily ever after’s.
Profile Image for Alanys Marie.
146 reviews6 followers
August 25, 2023
🥹😭All I can say is get your tissues out🥹😭
This was a beautiful story of how a widower found his second chance in love while raising his beautiful princess.
Corey has been through a devastating loss and for once has no clue on what to do or how to raise his beautiful princess alone. His best friend, Beckett has been in love with him since forever but chose to put aside his feelings to help Corey navigate through his loss and raise his princess.
I love the fact that we got to see the raw emotion that Corey portrayed throughout the book. We see and feel his loss. He truly believed that he wouldn’t move on or find someone to help him through it. I LOVED THIS BOOK and can’t wait for more!!
🦋Mila was just adorable and intuitive🦋
Beckett deserves an award after what Corey pulled. I would’ve been angry and felt betrayed but he truly outdid himself.
💖Captivating and wholesome MM story!💖
Profile Image for Terra Oenning.
3,358 reviews
February 21, 2025
Have tissues in hand!

Wowsa, this book is absolutely fantastic and compelling and heartbreaking and so much more. Corey lost his wife and is grieving with his best friend Beckett by his side ,but when lines get crossed, will he run away from it and lose his best friend, too? This book will definitely have you connect with the characters' heartbreak and pain and feel like you are a part of the story. I absolutely loved seeing all the masons again
Profile Image for Thera.
692 reviews7 followers
August 20, 2023
This is my favorite trope. Best friends to lovers. And this was a really great spin on it. Who knew one kiss could change everything in an instant? Beckett was so strong for both of them. It was so sweet. I know Corey was struggling but once he had his friends support it was beautiful. The epilogue was perfect. A beautiful novella!
Profile Image for Vic (vic.reads12).
1,169 reviews38 followers
August 19, 2023
Corey had to go through so much and Beckett was there through it all. The grief and journey that Corey went through was heartbreaking but in the end, it was a beautiful journey where he fell in love and had a beautiful family.
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2,954 reviews57 followers
August 25, 2023
A great addition to the series emotional and heartwarming all the Boom and more.

The first M/M story in this world and it was a beautiful yet tragedy story, have a box of tissues ready as at of tragedy best friends become so much more.
Profile Image for Amanda Reeves.
2,979 reviews21 followers
August 25, 2023
I love the friends to lovers trope and this one is done really well. This is a very emotionally packed book so have the tissues ready to go. Beckett was just the best friend anyone could ever want and he helped Corey get through one of the worst times someone could have.
209 reviews4 followers
February 13, 2024
Such a cute short story, I do love a friends to lovers but throw in a bisexuality awakening, and I'm all for it!!!
1,988 reviews7 followers
August 13, 2023
Wow. I didn't know what to expect from this book until I started reading, and it had so much heartache but also lovely bits too. I couldn't put book down once started.

I loved Beckett and Corey together, they've been best friends for years. But when tragedy strikes Beckett is there for it all the way through. Beckett has always had an attraction but couldn't do anything about. They find love in each other in the end.

I can't wait for more.
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831 reviews71 followers
August 9, 2023
Such a beautiful read about grief, second chances at life and love.
My heart broke for Corey and all he had endured.
Coming to terms with his grief and loss.
Beckett was there to help him through it all.
This read was emotional and heartfelt.
MM, friends to lovers, single dad.
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452 reviews24 followers
August 25, 2023
I thought Until Beckett was a well written short book. This book took us back to the Happily Ever Alpha World and the boom. This book is about grief, overcoming the grief and the tribulations and learning to love again. This book was a MM, friends to lovers, single dad book and the first book I’ve read by this author. A lot of heartfelt and emotions.Thank you to Give me books, Sophia Nix and Boom Factory for allowing me to read this story and head back over to the alpha world.
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